~Love~

Can be amazing, it can be scary and it can be completly confusing. It can be love for a family member, a friend, a spouse, or for a child. Love is complicated ,but also one of the most unbeleiveable things you can ever experience.

I met the love of my life on Dec. 24th, 2007, and I couldnt imagen where I may be in my life if it werent for him. We were married July 16th, 2011, this was one of the happiest days of my life.

The love that I have for my children is unbreakable and never ending. My children are my everything. They were unplanned, but I wouldnt have it any other way. It makes my heart melt when my 2 year old little girl looks at me and says "I wuv you too mommy" and some of the things they say is unbelieveably funny.

Then there's the love for family, unconditial yet very easy to ignore. My mother bearly has time to say hello to me, the only time I hear from her is when she wants something. I love my mother, but I wish she would care about me or at least show that she cares about me alittle more then she actually does. I could be sitting along the road out of gas starving with my two children and she would say walk! She is always just simply way to busy for me or my kids.

 The love for a grandparent is amazing, my grandmother passed away on November 19th 2011. I have never missed someone or something so much in my entire life. I was very close to her and it is still hard to wake up and relize that I will never get to hear her voice again or see the ball of energy she always had, she was 84 and still chasing people around and laughing and always on the road, that woman could not sit still for anything... She was an amazing women. When I got a call at 7am that morning I thought I was dreaming when my little sister told me that our grandmother had passed away. I couldnt understand it cause she was fine the night before when I spoke with her on the phone. She had fallen down the stairs and hit her head, craking her skull in 3 places and was brain dead she lived for an hour after the fall and then left for heaven. I know she is running around planting flowers now and looking over us.

R.I.P. Mary Curtis (grandma) I love and miss you more then anything!

~Life~

Life is a crazy messed up thing, but we all have to live it. Sometimes things are crazy and messed up, and then others they are absouluty amazing. What are some things that make your life happy?

I have my amazing husband, who I fall more and more in love with everyday! WE have two amazing kids together our little girl is 2 and our little boy is 1. I remember growing up and my parents saying "your growing up way to fast" and I remeber thinking is seemed like forever to me, but now I know exactly what they meant. My babies are growing up way to fast. My little girl is being potty trained and yesterday she said "thank you" for the first time. I am so proud of my little girl. My little boy is running around and of course he's alittle boy so he gets into everything. I wouldnt have it any other way though. My kids are my life, Yes they were both not planned but I wouldnt have it any other way!

My husband and I have had our problems, but what couple hasnt? He is my everything and I love him more then life. He is the most amazing man I have ever met. He has made all my dreams come true. He gave me two babies and he made me his wife and I have never been more happy with my life then I am right now!!!